"Emmett, if you turn on the radio again, I swear I'll kill you!" A very pale Rosalie stated trough gritted teeth without moving her head from the headrest of the Hummer's passenger seat. Her whole body hadn't move an inch since we left Forks, and if it wasn't for her eventual treats towards Emmett when he broke her silence rule, I could swear she was dead. The silence in the car is comforting, I have so many thoughts running inside my head since last night – I still can't believe it all happened. After Bella blacked out on me, I tried unsuccessfully shaking her awake but she was out cold, so I rearranged her body into a more comfortable position sitting her sideways across my lap, and resting her head in the crook of my shoulder. Feeling her even breath against my skin, I waited for my friends to return.
I don't know how long it took for them to come back, and I think I might have drifted of a little. But when Jazz and Em walked towards us I could see that they both were supporting very drunk, and barely standing up on their own, girlfriends. Jasper set next to me with Alice on his lap, and raised an eyebrow, silently asking about mine and Bella's situation. I shrugged my shoulders and didn't expand on the subject because I didn't know how much of our little make out session on the dance floor he saw. We ordered our check at the table, and carried our unconscious dates to the car. This time Alice sat on Jasper's lap and I put Bella back onto mine, I just couldn't take my hands away from her yet. Emmett placed Rosalie on the passenger seat, where she snored loudly through her open mouth during the whole ride back. I tried my best to wake Bella up, and she occasionally stirred on my lap mumbling incoherently, but never fully awake.
We stopped at The Chief's house, and Jasper went inside with me. I could easily carry Bella's little frame by myself, but I needed a wing man in case her father woke up. We were lucky that Bella had her keys in her purse and that we already knew where the guest room was located on the first floor, so we headed that way. Jasper waited outside the door, giving me some privacy to tuck Bella in her bed. I argued with myself if I should remove her clothes or not, she wouldn't be comfortable sleeping in those tight jeans, but as much as a gentleman that I was, I didn't know if I could handle naked Bella at the moment. So I just removed her shoes, and gently lay her under the comforter. Turning around I slowly made my way to the door, but tripped on the shoes that I had just removed from Bella's feet. I fell down with a loud thud, and cursed under my breath. I remained down for a while rubbing the spot on the side of my head where it had made contact with the hard floor.
I heard Bella's voice ask quietly,
"Mom ?"
"Bella, it's me Edward."I answered while standing up. When I looked over to where she was supposed to be on her bed, my eyes opened wide to the view in front of me. There, sitting on the edge of the bed, was a very naked Bella, dressed only in her panties, arms stretched in front of her, eyes still closed, her round perky tits right in front of me. My mouth watered.
"B-Bella" I stammered.
"Mom, give me my clothes!" She whimpered. "I'm gonna be late for school!"
I wanted to wake her, but then I didn't know how she would react when she realized that she had no clothes on. She could even think that I was somehow taking advantage of her. So I looked around the room and found a T-shirt hanging in the back of a chair next to the wall. I grabbed it, and handed it to her without saying a word. I watched in awe, as she lifted her arms and put the shirt on, all the while with her eyes closed. I felt like a Peeping Tom, I knew it was wrong to stare, but for the life of me I couldn't look away. As soon as she put the shirt over her body, she scooted back towards the pillows, and lay down again, going back to sleep on her side with a sigh.
Everyone slept in, if I could call what I did sleeping. I basically tossed and turned all night, and great part of the morning. The Imperador was oozing pre-cum like a leaky faucet, even after I furiously jerked off twice for the images of Bella's round tits and pretty little pink nipples that were permanently burned into my brain. When I went downstairs it was already afternoon, the guys were having a large breakfast/lunch of bacon, pancakes, sandwiches and eggs. Alice and Rosalie were sitting down on the kitchen stools, wearing matching sunglasses, resting against one another, sipping on what I could assume were large mugs of coffee. I joined the Fro's and started digging in the banquet in front of me. Not long after that, we were still at the table when Bella came in. She had dark circles under her eyes, hair up in a ponytail, and her face looked more pale than usual. But when she spotted me her cheeks instantly turned pink.
She said quiet good mornings to everyone and grabbed a cup of coffee, sitting down next to me she whispered.
"Can I talk to you outside?"
"Sure." I answered standing up and taking her warm hand in mine, walking us away from the kitchen and out to the back porch. We sat in silence next to each other on a white wooden glider; I guess she was searching for the right words, because suddenly she started talking.
"Edward I don't recall everything that happened last night. But I feel like I owe you an apology anyway." I tried to cut her off, but she waved her hand and continued.
"I can't hold my liquor very well, and sometimes I tend to be a little…uh…aggressive. So I'm sorry if I put you in any kind of uncomfortable situation." The only thing uncomfortable was my blue balls I thought.
"Bella you did nothing you should regret." I sure as hell didn't!
"Really? Because I think I remember kissing you…" her voice trailed off at the end.
"Yeah, we kissed." I kissed her first if I remember correctly. "But that was pretty hot if my memory doesn't fail me. You'll never hear me complain about kissing a hot girl. In fact whenever you want to kiss someone you can count me in." I smiled crookedly at her, hoping I wasn't pushing my luck.
She looked down and blushed scarlet. But soon she recovered. "I'll remember that." She added in a playful tone, smirking at me. I sighed in relief. We stood up to start gathering our stuff for the ride back to Seattle. But before we could go back inside the house, Bella turned abruptly and almost collided with my chest. I held her by the upper arms, and we lost ourselves in the moment looking in each other's eyes. She shook her head a little and took a step away struggling off my hold.
"I'm sorry…I… I just wanted to ask. Who put me in bed last night?"
Oh…that…."Well…I did." Please don't remember stripping, please don't remember stripping!
"Oh…hum… did you, did you change…hum..my clothes?"
"No, when I tucked you in you were fully clothed." That was partially the truth.
She looked almost disappointed. What the hell?
"Ok then, I hope I wasn't too much trouble." You have no idea how much trouble you were.
"Not at all. Like I said, anytime."
And now I'm riding back with Emmett and Rosalie, while Bella is with Jasper and Alice. It is the most logical arrangement since the three of us and three of them live in the same building. But still I can't help but miss her a little. God I'm fucked!
Thankfully sleep came easily tonight since I didn't have much the night before. But my dreams were as usual filled with Bellaness. Now that I had a taste of her, my body is constantly craving for more, it's like she's a drug to me, my personal brand of heroin. This Monday Bella's starting her internship at After Twilight, and I'm trying to go through my morning routine without freaking out too much about it. Will I see her a lot? Will she want to be around during this Wednesday shooting? I hope not!
I drive to the company, locking my car after parking it in my usual spot at the parking lot. Walking inside I bump into one of my many nightmares, fucking Heidi is perched on the top of her desk facing me, with her legs crossed at the knees and hands resting beside her hips in a way that forced her upper arms to push her boobs together. She's wearing a strapless red dress, that I assume doesn't even cover her whole ass when she's standing up, and some extremely high red hells. As I approach her, she uncrosses and crosses her legs back again, Basic Instinct style. I sure as hell don't look at her long enough to learn if she is indeed wearing panties or not. Instead I try to pass quickly by her, mumbling a good morning.
Of course she isn't going to let me down easily, so she jumps from the table, landing right in front of me. Her long red fingernails are scratching my shoulder blades, as she says in her I'm-trying-to-but-not-succeeding-sexy voice.
"Monday is the best day of the week for me Eddie. Do you know how much I think about you on the weekends?" NO, and I don't care!
I put my hands on her shoulders trying to put some space between our bodies, and as I'm starting to tell her to stop that shit or I would get her ass fired, I hear a throat clearing behind me. I turn quickly to find a very amused Alice, and a very surprised Bella standing a few feet away from that dreadful scene. Bella's stunning, wearing a light gray pencil skirt that fits perfectly around her hips, and shapes her gorgeous legs, a white silk long sleeved shirt with a delicate bow on the side of her neck, and black hells with that little whole in the front where her little toes are peeking out. Her hair is once again down and shiny. She looks very professional, but sexy as hell! The Imperador wakes up from his slumber and waves towards her. Ugh! That's strange…he would usually be up by now with Heidi's little show…
"Is there a problem here Heidi?" Alice asks in a condescending tone. She knows very well about Heidi's advantages towards me.
"No Ms. Brandon. " Oh now she's professional!
"I hope it stays that way." She responds while walking towards the elevator with Bella right behind her. I follow suit and notice that Bella's shoulders are shaking slightly. Is she laughing at me? The three of us enter the elevator, Alice presses the bottom for the ninth floor and I press the one for the fifteenth.
"Getting groped so early Eddie?"
"Good morning to you too Alice, and Bella." She's biting her lip surely trying to suppress her laughter.
"I'm glad I amuse you girls." I try to sound offended. But they burst out laughing at my remark.
"Oh, that you do." Alice says whipping tears from her eyes, and waving goodbye as the car stops at their floor. Bella looks over her shoulder, right when the door is closing, and gives me a wink. The Imperador blows her a kiss.
The day flies by quickly as I entertain myself with work, approving some pictures for a DVD cover, choosing some songs for the movies, reviewing some screenplays…None of those tasks are officially on my job's description, but Emmett knows I'm the best one to do this, and I like it so much that he lets me hang around doing my thing. Jasper joined me for lunch on a small diner right across the street from work where we were regulars. I order a triple deck cheeseburger with fries, and he gets the meatloaf, we both have beer for drinks. While we wait for the food Jazz begins his version of The Spanish Inquisition.
"So are you going to spill or what?"
"What do you want to know?" I ask with my best innocent look. But of course he doesn't buy it for a second.
"I saw your dry humping on that dance floor." My eyes must be the size of saucers, because he quickly adds.
"It's ok, it was only me, Alice was dancing like a lunatic with her eyes closed, and I'm pretty sure Emmett and Rosalie were getting it on in the bathroom."
"Yeah Jazz we sorta made out. A LOT. And it was….incredible! I never felt like this with another woman. But when we went back to the VIP room she fell asleep in my lap, mid-humping." Of course he laughs out loud at that, calling the attention of everyone near our table.
"So the fucking Eddie Masen, can't not even keep a girl awake?" I decide to ignore his comment.
"The worst part is that we talked the next day, and although she remembers us kissing, she doesn't seem to know how INTENSE it really was."
"And she stripped naked right in front of me when I was putting her to bed." Now his eyes went huge, and I notice they lose focus looking a little glazed as he stares into space. I ball up a paper napkin and hit him in the head.
"Stop picturing it, you shithead!" he blinks and at least has the decency to look embarrassed.
"Sorry man, you just caught me off guard here. So how does she look like?" This time I jump straight up from my chair. He laughs again raising his arms in a surrender posture.
"I'm kidding, I'm kidding! Jezz chill out Ed. But tell me what did you do?" I don't know if I want to continue telling him this, jackass! But I go on anyway.
"She was sleeping, and she thought I was her mother."
"Oh my fucking God this shit is too funny!" The motherfucker is rolling in his booth seat clutching his sides, laughing his ass off.
"Fuck you Jasper, I'm not telling you anything else." That seemed to calm him the fuck down. Our food arrives and we eat in silence for a while.
"Now, seriously what are you going to do about her?"
"How the fuck should I know, she doesn't even remember our fuckawesome make out. Maybe she didn't like it that much…"
"Stop it right there Emoward. So she doesn't remember, that's understandable, the girls drank a lot that day, they were pretty wasted. But that doesn't erase the fact that from any guy at the club, she chose you to rub against. I think that says something."
"I don't know jazz we'll see."
We finish our lunch without much talk and go back to work. The next day is pretty much the same as the day before, but only I don't get to see Bella. It seems that she's having some back to back meetings with Emmett and the board to catch up on all things related to the company. Again I miss her, but when the following day comes, I feel relief that she is so busy with the share holders, which means that she's not going to be on set while I'm "performing".
I go straight to my dressing room where DJ is already waiting for me, arranging his stuff on the vanity. He's wearing very tiny silver metallic dick & ball shorts that are squeezing his junk so tight it's hurting on me, a pink shirt that must belong to a twelve year old girl, leaving everything from his bellybutton down on display, black boots and his long hair is tied up in two braid pigtails. He looks ridiculous!
"Hey Doggy J, what's up with the outfit, got a date or something?"
"OMG, chicken little, you know it! Seth, your big bowl of chocolate camera man, was eye fucking me the other day, so I decided to make it easier for him." Jesus, why do I even ask?
He tries to do something with my hair and then starts to apply makeup on my face when a song starts playing on his IPod that he had docked on earlier. Before I could even process witch song it is, The Imperador recognizes the melody and springs to life with a little jump. It was the song that Bella and I had danced at the club. Of course Jake misinterprets my reaction, and says in a exasperate sigh.
"Oh this outfit never gets old."
Fuck me !
Today's set is a warehouse, Zorro is rescuing a young woman from the hands of her abusive husband, and he's hiding her in there. Of course they'll end up having sex. My partner for this is Jessica. She's a pretty nice girl, a little small but curvy, with light brown curly hair, she has boob implants but they're not too big. I enjoy working with her because she really seems to get into the sex without sounding fake and without coming on to me too strong like Irina does. She never even tried to ask me out or anything like that, and I'm pretty sure she's straight. The best part of her enjoying herself during the takes is that lub isn't necessary, and I'm always thankful for that.
"Please stay with me Z! I'm so scared!" Jessica said as I made my way out the door of the room where Zorro was supposed to hide her. The room was small with concrete floors and no windows, a small tattered mattress lay on the corner. I'm dressed in my usual outfit the only difference from last time is that today my shirt is red.
"I have to get you some food and water, beautiful lady. I won't be gone for long."
Jessica drops down to her knees in front of me. Her dress is dark green, with a tight corset that pushes her breast together, creating a very defined cleavage with big mounds at the top.
"Please, I beg you don't leave me here. He'll find me. He says I'm his and that he'll always find me!" She's almost crying…impressive!
"But that's not true anymore beautiful girl, I stole you. You're mine now." I add with a low growl.
"I am?"
"Yes you are. Do you want me to mark you as mine?" My voice is low and husky; I say the line gently caressing her cheeks with my hands.
"Please Z, I want you to make me yours!"
So I open the fly on the front of my pants, releasing the rock hard Imperador. Of course Zorro was going commando.
"Take me in your mouth." As she starts sucking me, moaning all around my shaft and palming my balls, I slowly removed my cape, undoing the knot at my neck, and toss it to the side. I begin to rock my hips trusting deeper into her mouth, felling the back of her throat expand to take me all in. The camera guy is crouching down right next to her, framing her face as she sucks me off. I raise my hands to fist her hair, as it says on the script, and begin to fuck her mouth really hard. She places her hands on my thighs to steady herself, as I pick up my pace.
We cut the scene, and prepare for the next one where I'm going to take her against the wall. I remove my shirt, shoes and the rest of my pants. Standing behind her I remove her dress, living her only in her undergarments. A black lacy corset that shows of her nipples, black ruffled boy shorts, complete with garter belt attached to black thigh high pantyhose. I pick her up positioning her legs around my waist and start licking and sucking her tits capturing her nipples in my mouth one at a time. She arches her back and throws back her had, her hair swaying all the way down to her butt.
I rip of her panties, as I'm supposed to, and reach down to put on the condom that I already have in my hand. Walking us to the wall I press her back against it, and in one trust bare myself deep inside of her. That position is tricky to shoot, the camera stays beside us, but sometimes a close up is necessary, so they raise the camera above our heads, and I have to create some space between our bodies, depending only on my arms to hold her weight while pumping my dick inside of her. I'm glad I work out. Jessica moans and whimpers while she comes hard around my cock when I pinch her clit with my fingers.
I place her on the mattress resting on her elbows with her legs bend by the knees and her butt up in the air. Man loved this part. She is completely exposed, I'm pretty sure with the proper lens we could see her uterus.
"Now I'm going to mark you." This is supposed to be my cum shot, and I'm stroking The Imperador up and down, kneeling behind Jessica with one hand on her back holding her down. But today he doesn't want to cooperate, and my orgasm is nowhere near to be found. I take some deep breaths and try to concentrate. I have to finish this! Closing my eyes I start to think of creamy round tits, with little rosebud nipples that would feel so good in my mouth. I think about soft full plump lips that work in sync with my own, and I start to feel my pleasure building up from the inside of my loins. When I think of how those same plump lips would look like raped around my cock I cum hard, panting, releasing my jizz onto Jessica's back while I have to bite down hard on my lips not to scream Bella's name. I spread my semen all around her back with both of my hands, and draw a big Z there with my finger.
"Now you're mine."
During my shower in the dressing room all I can think about is Bella. How can I be like this when I just fucked another woman?
Yeah, but you couldn't come until you thought of her…
Still, that's just sick! I'm a sick motherfucker.
Dressing in faded jeans, gray t-shirt, red plaid, and my comfortable sneakers, I came again to the conclusion that I should stay away from Bella. The talk with Jasper in the diner had me hoping that maybe things could work out between us in some way. But now I can see that I'll never be good enough for her. She deserves more than a sick bastard that fucks woman for a living while thinking about her. But why can't I get her out of my head? What the hell is going on here? On the last couple of years I've been getting more and more upset and sometimes even disgusted with my job, but at least The Imperador didn't seem to mind, he always had my back. Now not even he wants to work anymore, Bella has taken over all of my body and soul.
The long corridor that leads to the elevators fells like the death row. I'm a defeated man, the one time I find love, it's of limits and it only serves to show me once again that I'm not worthy. I press the button and wait for the car to arrive. When the steel doors part open, I can't contain my gasp. There inside of the elevator is my beautiful Bella. Your Bella? Yes, my Bella, even if she'll never know it. She smiles brightly and I almost drop to her knees begging for her love. She once again looks stunning with a black sleeveless dress that ended just above her knees and the same toe peeking hells from Monday.
"Hi Edward, are you leaving?"
"Yeah." I complete with a sigh. I really can't talk much more than that at the moment.
"Were you on set?"
"Umm humm" But I'd prefer not to remember that.
"I really would like to watch that someday. I'm really curios about how everything works." Oh hell no! Just kill me now! Mayday! Mayday! Avoid crises! Change subject!
"Are you leaving too?"
"Yeah, I'm just going to call a cab from the front desk. My car didn't arrive here yet."
"Nonsense, I can give you a ride."
Great idea you idiot! What happened to the staying away plan?
I'm just being polite.
Keep telling yourself that…
I am…
You know what I mean!
But before I can come up with some last minute excuse so I won't be alone with Bella in my car, her stomach growls loudly.
"Sorry about that, my day was so busy that I think I forgot to have lunch." She said while blushing.
"What? But it's almost seven in the evening! You must be starving! Let's grab a bite to eat and I'll drive you home afterwards." I'm fucked!
"Oh, Alice was just telling me about this new Teppanyaki place that opened nearby. Do you wanna go there?"
"Yeah, I know that place. That would be perfect." At least it wasn't romantic, nothing like a huge grill, knifes flying around and strangers at your table to kill the mood.
We arrive very fast because I drive like my pants are on fire, and the place is kinda close to the studio. I park the car on the restaurant's parking lot, ignoring the valet service because fucking no one drives my car but me. We walk in and the hostess greets us with a big smile, eyeing me up and down. Bella giggles and raps her arm around mine leaning in close to my side, her vanilla and strawberries scent envelops me. I almost forget what we are here for.
"Good night. We have a twenty minute wait would you like to seat at the bar? I'll page you as soon as your seats are ready." The friendly hostess offers. I look over to Bella.
"Do you think you can wait?"
"Sure." She answers with a sweet smile. And we make our way towards the bar.
"What would you like to drink?" I ask as we settle on our stools.
"Just a beer is fine. I don't want to embarrass myself again. Tequila always makes me do stupid things like take of my clothes." WHAT ? Does she remember the strip show? I look at her, but her face doesn't indicate that she does, she's still smiling softly. I order our beers and ask her about her life in Phoenix. She tells me about her mother and her stepfather Phil, and I can't help but laugh at some of her stories. The good humor is killed when she asks.
"What about your parents?"
"They're dead." I answer curtly. Bella looks like she regrets asking, and I fell a little bad for the tone I used.
"I'm sorry to hear that." She adds almost in a whisper.
"It's ok. It was a long time ago; it's just been a while since I thought about it."
"I'm sorry to bring it up. It must be a painful subject to you."
"It's not as much painful as it's distressful." She places her small hand on my shoulder and her warmth is comforting.
"If you ever want to talk about it, I'm here for you." I smile at her to show that I'm not upset. Right then, my pager beeps signaling that we should go seat at our grill. Six other people were already there sitting around the grill while the chef was flipping food and making jokes. He immediately turns his attention to Bella, calling her pretty lady and making juggles with his knifes trying to impress her. I don't like it, and I scold at him while she just smiles. Bella elbows me and leans over to whisper.
"You should act nicer, he's cooking our food you now. You wouldn't want any surprises on your plate." She's still smiling and I just have to smile back at her. I order the lobster and she orders the shrimp with noodles. We talk about everything and anything in particular, it's very easy to get along with her. Our food arrives and it's delicious, the chef keeps slipping extra shrimps into her plate, often winking at her. I want to be mad at him, but every time he does that she feeds me some of the shrimps, completely ignoring the guy. And there was something very sexy about her feeding me on the mouth like that, especially when she stares at my mouth with her lips slightly parted, and her breathing erratic.
"So what have you done at the company so far?" I ask trying to release some of the sexual tension, so that I don't burst into flames here in the middle of the restaurant.
"Oh, just meetings after meetings really boring stuff."
"I thought you were a business major." I stated.
"I am, but only because Charlie insisted that it would be easier for me to know how things worked around the company, without having to depend too much on others explaining everything to me. You know how he likes to keep it all in the family." Yeah, I know that.
"But my real passion is writing, I can't wait to be able to hang out more around the creative department. I'll definitely be a part of the decision making team on the board, but I would love to write a script one day."
"That would be very nice Bella! I'm sure you will be great at it."She looks a little shy when she says.
"I don't know, After Twilight has some amazing movies, they almost don't feel like porn at all. They're really films with real stories but that happens to have some very graphic sex scenes. I don't know if I'll be able to right that in such good quality." She speaks looking away from me and blushing. I don't understand what she's telling me, so I ask.
"Why would you think that?" Bella exhales a long breath and shakes her head.
"I'll tell you later ok, it's getting late and I have an early meeting tomorrow." I'm somewhat disappointed that she doesn't want to spend more time with me, but my rational side agrees that it is pretty late and she must be very tired.
"I'll hold you to it." I smile at her, and wave for our waiter to bring the check. Of course Bella wants to share the bill, but I firmly refuse, saying that she can pay for our next one. Ha! I'm so suave…
So the plan to leave her alone is….
Shut it! There's no way I can be away from her, deal with it!
You're the boss…
I tell her to wait for me at the front of the restaurant while I go around the back to retrieve my car from the parking lot. There's a small line of cars leaving at the same time as I am, so I sit there drumming my fingers on the steer wheal to a tune that's playing in my head. I can see Bella standing on the side walk from where I am, I want to honk for her to come over, but that doesn't feel like a nice thing to do. While I'm considering my options something happens and I watch perplexed as the scene unfolds in front of me in slow motion.
A silver Volvo that was a few cars ahead of mine in the line, stops right in front of Bella. She steps forward and grabs the door handle, opening the passenger door and entering the car. I watch in complete astonishment thinking: What the hell is going on? Why is she leaving with someone else? Who is in the car? I don't know if I should feel sad or angry, but then I see that the car witch Bella has gotten in to is still parked at the same spot and the cars behind are starting to honk. What the fuck ! A red haired woman yanks the passenger door, where Bella just disappeared into, open and waives her arms franticly. A very flustered and shaky Bella steps out of the car, and looks around turning in circles. I think she might be looking for me, so I get out of the car and yell her name, waving my arms above my head. The line of cars starts moving again, and she runs full speed in my direction.
When she gets in my car her eyes are wide and she's repeating. "OhmyGodOhMyGodOhmyGod!"
"Bella what the hell is going on?" She looks at me with the oddest expression, and bursts out laughing hard, clutching her stomach. I'm lost. So I just raise an eyebrow at her, waiting for a much deserved explanation.
"I'm so-sorry" She says, still trying to catch her breath.
"I was so lost in my head, I thought it was you." And she laughs again. What?
"What?" I voice my thought.
"I thought it was your car. Oh my good you should've seen the guys face."
"You confused my Ashton Martin with a fucking Volvo?" I ask in a serious tone. That shit isn't right.
"I'm sorry Edward I really don't know anything about cars, and it was the same color." My anger is subsiding and I'm starting to find the humor in the situation.
"What the guy told you?" I ask smiling at her.
"He raised his arms and said I could take everything, but please not to shoot him!" And then I was laughing hard with her, tears running down my cheeks, as I picture the guys face when Bella invaded his car. But then I remember.
"And who was the hysterical woman?"
"Oh that was his wife! She thought I was his mistress or something, she kept yelling at him that she always knew or something like that!" Oh my God! I think I just entered the Twilight zone with Bella. I have to pull over or else I'm going to rack my car since I can't stop laughing and my eyes keep filling up with tears. After a few minutes we are both calm and the car is silent. I think that even if I wanted to I couldn't stay away from Bella anymore, we probably won't ever be in a relationship, but I will take what I can get. I turn to her, my expression very serious.
"Bella, I'm having the greatest time with you, I don't know if I have… the strength…to stay away from you anymore."
Her face turns as serious as mine and she responds.
